Before and After The Shift of The Ages

Chapter 8

Before and After Life-Defining Events, Part I

Brief forward: With only two episodes left in the foundational cycles of Sacred Warrior Space Podcast, I feel it’s important to finally talk about some more personal things as examples. In no way does what I reveal translate to my harboring any grudges or anger towards anyone who may have been guilty in treating me poorly in the past 8 years give or take. In fact, I have taught (and stand by) living the Golden Rule. This includes treating others the way you want to be treated as-well-as NOT treating others the ways you don’t want to be treated. I AM sincerely grateful for all those people who have taught me exactly how to not behave. I value you as teachers and lesson givers for how else would I know these experiences so deeply otherwise? Someone had to do the cutting and so, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your hard knox lessons.  

Life Defining Events 

For the last quarter century or more, I’ve stood for World Peace. Meaning: I’ve been actively trying to do something about it. In the beginning of the new millennium, I first approached it from a more creative way by making various Teach Peace designs and slogans; printing on clothing, bags, bumper stickers and a huge variety of other items, (I’ve built and maintained websites since the nineties). 

The more resistance I surprisingly felt, the more I continued to educate myself - as I did beginning in the mid and last half of the 1990s. Why would anyone be opposed to World Peace? It never made sense to me why anyone would oppose living in harmony and peace. 

The more ‘educated’ I got, the more my idealistic perspectives became solidified as beliefs structures through my living experiences, in direct opposition to what the machine expected me to become. Just call me divergent, if you want. And so, the more action-oriented period of my adult life ensued. 

It’s fairly logical that my next period of time was enveloped with the physical actions of getting involved in politics; not realizing of course, just how rotten to the core it was; I was thinking (and taking actions) more from that ‘idealistic point of view’, that perhaps we actually could change the system from within, if there was enough of ‘us all united for the greater good of all’, etc. etc. etc.  

I walked my talk, did my homework and campaigned while supporting the candidates I believed could help make changes that supported We The People: from the presidential election all the way down to our local community elections for the Sheriff's Office and County Council elections during those very informative years. This period of time and experiences taught me a lot in my thirties, followed by more and more education in general and across the board both formal and informal. 

I mention these things to bring about a point that you may think you know someone; but until you’ve walked a mile in their shoes, I promise you, you don’t know/know them. Remember to judge not and stop throwing those proverbial rocks (name-calling) at others. It’s NOT your job to tell (or expect) anyone else to follow what you think is the right path. 

The paths to the dual events of The Procession of the Equinoxes and subsequent (long awaited) Ascension/Quantum Leap of humanity, are not ‘one size fits all’ paths. In fact, every path is unique and customized for your greatest potential of personal growth while you still have the veil of corrupted frequencies masking what your Soul knows already.   

Ok, with that all being said, let’s get to the deeper, and more intense stuff. 

Our Reality Before the Shift

Governments and Religions are (only) two great examples of slave control systems. If you don’t understand this yet, then perhaps you’re reading the wrong article or listening to the wrong podcast. Better yet, you’re probably exactly where you need to be, wink wink ;)  

Please don’t confuse religion with Spirituality! 

That’s where a lot of people get stuck and can’t seem to open their hearts and realign their thinking minds (literally deprogramming yourselves) beyond what was handed to them and told to them all throughout their lives by social conditioning and programming - which were all set up as literal mind-controlling systems of slavery and manipulation through your beliefs. 

[Don’t you have the right to figure out your own beliefs and not be expected to simply believe something because you were told it’s true… but rather, find that truth and most importantly, experience that truth for yourselves? I digress.] 

In the former, (religion) you are cultivated to believe something you are told; belief systems in place (dogmas, doctrine and covenants, etc.) that are passed down to you from one generation to the next. Some will try to shame you into believing as you are told, using ‘group think’ and other cultish behaviors to get you to conform and 'help others' hear what you tell them is true; or else you somehow don’t belong or you’re not doing the work their god wants you to do. Can you see yet, which god you are actually serving?

It’s a psychological tactic of manipulation using guilt, shame and fear. Some religions will actually punish you if you stray. Some absolutely do preach violence while others say their way is the only way. I won’t even get into the pure greed and abuses committed in the name of religious beliefs over centuries past. 

The latter, Spirituality, is the actual personal experience of knowing and walking with your spirit within your human body. It’s the maturity of the ego finally understanding its originally intended role and that it’s not really supposed to be in charge... followed by the humbled act of ego/personality inviting your (holy) spirit (connected to the true God/Creator/Source of all), into your life through your heart and physical body, to come together with who you perceive as you (the ego personality) so you can experience both ordinary and non-ordinary experiences while in your human vessel, at the same time. 

It’s a personal experience and requires NO ‘religious dogma’ in order for you to know and personally experience God from your Soul, IN YOU, AS YOU! It’s a Oneness you know and when you know, you just know! 

Personally, Jesus the Christ is how I found my way OUT of religion all together! That’s another story for another day. However, it's important to note that HIS teachings were more sacred than the church will ever tell you. Do you really think the Catholic and Christian churches got so rich and powerful by teaching the truth of Jesus? Take the programs passed down to you and think about why you think he was murdered? He and his teachings were considered very dangerous! 

If everyone started meditating and using their personal energy fields of sacred geometry connected to the grid systems, this inverted grid system would collapse immediately! The controllers don’t want that, do they?! 

To Each, Their Own

If I were to simplify my personal life and break it down into only 2 parts, it’s very clear: Before my first-born son died when he was 30, and after. It’s actually a no-brainer. Everything changes when you lose a child. It’s the other ‘club’ that nobody wants to be in. 

It’s not about the religious and spiritual parts for me, as some may have guessed, because my spiritual experiences have been true all of my life. I was always divergent from the religious programs and I was never alone without my guiding Spirit waiting patiently for my ego to grow up, so to speak. 

My Soul was tending to my ego/personality as it’s very own garden of light; like a parent does for their child. And every child gets to make their own ‘adult’ decisions at some point. I call this your Divine Choice Point: You either go back on a loop of learning or you get on the spiral up - and the spiral up requires you to lighten your load. 

As part of my healing, I was guided to start sharing the process on my YouTube channel around 9-10 months after my son died. The videos were spiritual slam poetry initially; and that enabled me to begin using my voice verbally, and not just from behind a keyboard.  Now I was showing up visually and authentically sharing my pain as part of my healing and therapeutic processes. 

Like I said, it was my process of healing. 

My growth rate was unbelievable to me! I was stunned at the support I received immediately and it continued to grow at what felt like an accelerated rate. I started to educate myself on monetization and set some goals for this thing that was taking off! It gave me some hope for something to believe in again.

I was trying to make sense of my life after the rug was pulled out without any warnings or signs and I did indeed begin to feel hopeful again. The support I received helped me see I could actually use my pain to help others while I healed through this horrible trauma. It was beautiful and quite astonishing to live through; but not all was peaches and roses. Not everyone (most of my old circles) could understand. (How could they?) 

Before this most personal life-defining event, I was no stranger to writing. I was teaching and guiding through my spiritual articles and my blog posts were being picked up by much larger groups who made them more public. I know that I was contributing to the greater cause of World Peace through personal spiritual empowerment and development. Then suddenly out of nowhere, that all came to a complete stop on March 23, 2018, when my son James died and my world turned back and white, instantly! 

When the initial period of mourning should have been settling in or calming down a little, I got hit with a second gut punch 11 days after he died and after his funeral service - when I found out more details surrounding the night he died that had been deliberately held back from me! 

I'm not going to lie, I was so angry I wanted to die too! I never felt this kind of anger in my life… Nor do I ever want to feel it again! It’s raw energetic FUEL and if that existed, then so too, does its opposing force. AND THAT, is a MASTER KEY right there! And that was what I began seeking. To learn this crucial balancing act by way of living and experiencing it for myself so the unconditional love energy fuel would be crystal clear and known to me.   

I didn’t know how to handle my Soul feeling the ripping apart of itself inside of my heart; and the hole was MASSIVE! I could hear myself screaming inside but couldn’t vocalize it outward other than to cry and ask redundant questions. Some time after, I stepped into forgiveness because that’s something I knew would help the healing of my Soul… but I was initially just going through the motions. I still had to deal with the actual forgiveness parts through the many (and quite necessary) stages of grief for the sudden and traumatic loss of an adult child.

This was about survival in that now time.  

I made it a mission to find the truth and the more I dug, the more blocks I got and the angrier I became. It did get to a point that I needed to stop because I would wind up completely going off the edge of some inner cliff that I would never be able to come back from… and I was starting to think that was ok. The suicide demons within (and what also seemed like without) were very real!

I knew it was time to get myself focused on my work again. I knew this would help me. I had to process this most heartbreaking pain and trauma or I wouldn’t be able to continue living, at all.  For me, it was either sink or swim. 

In all honesty, God or my Soul must have thrown me a life vest so I could float awhile because I was starting to accept that I was going under and I was becoming more and more ok with that. Nobody around me knew this or how bad it actually was because I sensed when other people didn’t have what I needed to feel comforted when I needed them the most. As I’ve often said, ‘you can not give that which you do not have’. 

Instead, it felt like I was bothering them or that I was somehow a burden because I would start crying when James' name would come up, or I would tear up when I talked about him… I could literally hear in their thoughts, “oh, here she goes again, the ‘poor me…” or “maybe she should just stop talking about him…” or “oh the victim card again…” something to that effect. I could feel that they thought I was attention seeking; and that was the farthest thing from the truth. 

I actually wanted help. I needed comfort and love. The very same kind of love and support I was giving to others so freely and unconditionally. I had to learn this really hard lesson, more than I’d like to admit.  

Other people just wanted me to go back to being who I was… or they expected me to just forget it and move on the way they expected me to, or the way it made them feel comfortable. But that was utterly impossible; because when your child dies, you forever lose a piece of yourself too and you’ll just never be the same again. 

Was I actually receiving those thoughts exactly as projected by others? Don’t know.  What I felt was real to me and that’s HOW I FELT, physically seeing their eyes rolling slightly with micro facial expressions that betrayed them unbeknownst to them; and all the accompanying body language that tries to shut you down when something uncomfortable typically comes up. So yea, the energetic signals they couldn’t help but to send out by way of their uncontrolled minds and not knowing how to use their telepathic abilities showed me how little actual support I had in my old family and friends circles. 

It felt like I was cast into a role of needing to be a strong pillar for my other children and myself too, or at the very least, a living example. I see now that I cast myself into that role because I already had been living the example by walking my talk of spiritual integrity and authenticity. I actively practiced what I preached, so I needed to be in that role I suppose, or I wouldn’t have been able to heal the way I needed and also to recognize that my healing wasn’t supposed to look the way someone else thought it should. 

I also refused to share my deepest feelings with anyone who was only there so they could say they were there and not really be there for ME… does that make sense? These are the same people who are NEVER really present for you when you need them the most. I had to be brave and reach out to people during that time and I did. 

It didn’t take too long for people to begin fading away or only checking in very occasionally. Some left my life for good and that’s quite ok. One thing I have little patience for is fakeness! Some would reach out and I just wasn’t able to share that part of me, but most started fading away not really understanding what I was going through, how could they? 

I had some multidimensional and spiritual healing experiences that greatly helped heal me. I’ve written in much greater detail about those events in previous articles.

When I started uploading videos to my channel and saw that incredible growth during my first year, it felt like the more I began to find my voice and incorporate some teachings, guidance and insights authentically (even with all my filters, pain, raw traumas, flaws and imperfections) the more growth I saw. It felt like I was doing something important again… at least, from my little corner of the world. 

My lifejacket turned out to be the community and support system I was building as God expressed through me as my personal Spirit and Soul. 

It was born out of necessity and was heavily tested when I again, would need my community and Soul tribe IRL between the Spring Equinox and the Summer Solstice 2021 when I was homeless for 4 months (getting evicted during the worldwide plandemic and shutdown). It would have been 5 months but my mother let me stay with her during the entire month of February and I was so grateful I didn’t have to freeze in a tent when not couch surfing with my community in various states across the country. I'm so grateful for the entire experience… even the super scary parts, which were abundant. 

I chose to travel across the county to Mount Shasta to more properly honor my son in a way that felt more spiritual and connected to his Soul; rather than taking up temporary residence at a shelter and more importantly, to overwrite the funeral service built on lies for those who made those decisions about his death - because it made them feel more comfortable. So I took the word homeless out of my vocabulary, which then enabled personal empowerment over my healing process.

It was 3 years after James died and this house-hopping, car and tent living experience provided more healing than I ever would have had just staying local. I didn’t even think I would be returning but that’s another story as well. I gave up, gifted, donated or sold just about everything I owned when I went on this sojourn across this country. 

I also handed out copies of my first book and offered gifts to anyone that hosted me. These were spiritual tools and items I had collected throughout my life. I kept a basket in my car and offered these treasures along the way. It was super healing in ways I could not have expected.

This purge process really hurt, especially my beautiful library of spiritual books I spent my entire adult life building. Literally everything I spent my entire life building I was then, giving away… and I really don’t regret it! 

I suppose I'm just remembering certain things one last time so it can be released for good... like when people let me down. I suppose they just didn’t know what I didn’t communicate clearly enough; or they weren’t supposed to know how to handle my pain… it was mine after all. You live and you learn, right?! One thing I AM sure about, and have taught my children to live by as well, is the Golden Rule. That was all I was really hoping for… and my expectations weren’t set high enough because people still did what they did and I let them. Oh WEll. Lessons learned the hard way I suppose. 

My wall was already up and in self-protection mode. I wasn’t about to have people start offering their pity if they knew how bad I was hurting. If they really wanted to know, they would have sat me down and asked or dug a little deeper. Most of my family doesn’t do that. They stick to surface level topics (‘everything’s ok, you're ok, right? Good. How ‘bout dem Phills?’ ) and can’t seem to have those fascinating and deep meaningful conversations. 

There’s a few people in my family who are free thinkers and can have those very interesting and deep, meaningful conversations. Just a handful…and I rarely get to converse with them but OH what joy when I do. 

For the record, I don’t consider gossip or what’s happening on TV programs to be meaningful conversations. Now, I find it hilarious that most people in my family don’t even ask ME, about me! One would think if you really wanted to know how I was doing then you might send a message or reach out, right? tap tap…is this thing on here? LOL That’s another story I probably won’t be telling anytime soon. 

Part II 

Sometimes surface attention only while interacting is required but the rivers run deep in truth... and Truth is why I AM here and on a mission.   

Perhaps I’m being a little harsh or… perhaps just blunt. The truth can and often does hurt when you don't see it coming. And sometimes you need the truth so you can wipe that mirror down and take a very good, long, hard, clean and fresh look at yourself. 

I did. And I still do, everyday!   

I wouldn’t have found what I needed within myself, for both healing and empowerment, if this all didn’t happen exactly how it unfolded. You see, you absolutely can alchemize the bad stuff inside you, into the good stuff. You don’t have to hang on to the bad stuff for your entire life. NO!  

And you CERTAINLY don’t have to hold onto stuff that doesn’t belong to you, including ‘mind programs’ forced onto you simply from your upbringing and social constructs. I did an entire podcast about that topic when I learned to let the stuff of other people go (especially projected expectations)! It’s available for free in my Ascension Maps work in one of the later Sacred Spaces. 

What Saved Me and My Work

The uploads for my YouTube channel began in February of 2019 and a year later, we all know what happened that brought the world to a screeching halt. We won't get into any of that now, except to say that when I was talking about something (I guess I wasn’t supposed to say at that time)... when I SPOKE TRUTH  - we all know (now) how that works out for the little channels - I got slammed down real fast. 

The censorship was real. My growth stopped immediately, about a year after uploading my first video. 

I was shadow banned across social media, sometimes attacked or raided by armies of bots when I would host a live show; I got de-platformed, was unable to monetize, content was pulled for saying the truth about what was really going on… EVEN SOME OF MY EARLIER SLAM POETRY WAS TAKEN DOWN because they  mention some inconvenient truths about the poisons and metals in vaccinations and pedophiles hurting our children and the twisting of truths into fear propaganda etc. - which we are all FINALLY now learning (hopefully) is absolutely TRUE!!! 

What’s that they say about when you’re right over the target?  Yea, true story...

Since geopolitics wasn’t really my genre for teaching, I chose to self censor my topics and keep doing the spiritual work. I continued to build my work, stay on mission and I helped some other YouTubers grow their channels and collab'ed with spiritual tribe on certain projects I was guided to create and host. 

However, once you’re on that list, it’s really challenging to dance around anything truthful that’s not supposed to be out in the public domain and it’s discouraging to keep trying to build when you're literally sitting in frozen algorithms. Some of my content from years ago kept getting hit whenever YouTube did an algorithm checkup and sweep on my channel. It was crazy!  

I decided to find a platform to host the banned videos from YouTube and Rumble was the only one I found that let me keep this content up without taking it down. So I decided to let Rumble host my spiritual podcast as well. BTW, if you hear this as a video and it still gets censored, I'll also upload it to my Rumble Channel, Lynda Light

The fourth cycle of my podcast is available on my Patreon right now and all members (including FREE members) always get advanced access to new episodes as they drop! 

Speaking of Patreon, when I did a social media and tech detox spring 2023 - I also decided to go into a semi-retirement of sorts. I had enough with fake friendships and betrayals from people that only cared about using me (to help build their channel) and making money. (Most spiritual people I worked with were not like this but they say it only takes one rotten apple to ruin the entire bunch.) So, I decided to clean house (again) and set all my Patrons free. 

Not only was I tired of the phony friends who only wanted my viewership so they could gain their own followers and some of my financial supporters for themselves, but I was going to walk my talk and just take money out of the equation completely. I framed it so that I was choosing not to do any work over there that required commitments. But it was much deeper than just a pull back on work commitments. Once I made that decision it felt great, even though I was losing money - because I was consciously choosing it. 

So why else would I choose to cut off incoming money? 

That’s another deeper story which involves cutting all addictions and toxicity from my life… including chasing money! It was a deeper program that I didn’t even realize was running way down below. I had to actively purge it and that included letting some income go, for that time period. There’s a LOT more to it but like I said, another story for another time.  

 

My hiatus was more of a self-sacrificing survival mode so I could become the best version of myself possible. And that also meant as little interaction with others that hurt me as possible. I had to disentangle my energy field from everyone else once it had been polluted. I have a Pisces moon if that tells you anything.   

I had to go ALL IN and this included purging and giving up anything that I perceived to need; including weed that really helped alleviate my intense chronic pain. Other forms of addictions or bad habits included social media, sugar, smokes, alcohol, chasing money, etc. Some ‘addictions’ I kicked years ago and some were not actually addictions but things I would partake in more socially, like drinking alcohol. 

My purge gave me the ability to see it's ok to not be perfect but it’s also VERY ok to strive to be the best YOU you can be. Everything in moderation is a great lesson to live by, so long as you’re not addicted to anything or anyone. * [It’s not my intention to trigger you if you’re still addicted to something. I do sincerely hope you can find the inspiration and the strength to work through your own personal purges now. If I can do it, so can YOU!]

Over that last few years and during my hiatus, purge and purification process, I’ve grown into someone I actually love. I AM comfortable in my own skin and I respect myself much more than I ever did. I AM a person of great integrity, as I have always been.  I stand on my word and I’ve walked my talk as long as I can remember. I’ve always consciously tried to be this version of myself but I would fail through self-sabotage and lack of self-respect for not being perfect, constantly. I also had a huge fear of success, that was a big one playing in the background. 

I have certain gifts and abilities, some of which allow me to sense and speak truth (rather bluntly but I make no apologies for that anymore) and I have developed wisdom from knowledge and experiences in the multidimensional and galactic realms. Some experiences come through meditations, some in dreamtime, some while sungazing or bathing, some while in nature, a lot while creating and writing, some in the shower or even some while driving or just being physically alone. 

Just because I have these gifts available, doesn’t mean I always get it right. We’re still in a world condition that pulses at a frequency that was hijacked, creating a false illusion through the grid networks. This false illusion creates a reality based on inversions. It’s DISTORTED AND PERVERTED (but that’s another story you’ll start hearing more about from many others now). It’s a collective delusion that many are finally waking from, which gives us all hope! 

We were hijacked a long time ago. However, the Procession of The Equinoxes allows for a reset… this time, without a total destruction of our planet by Divine Decree. We are now in the very beginning season of the Satya Yuga or the Krita Yuga: also known as The Golden Age. 

Why haven’t we experienced the Event and SHIFT yet? Simple. 

Those in power don’t want to let go and will fight until the end. The physical war is actually over a stargate still pulsing out inverted frequencies on the energy grids; a false frequency that created a slave planet through illusions and inversions; and perverted it in every way you can imagine… and worse!  

Fear NOT! The stargates will all pulse correctly again and the entire planet will experience the SHIFT OF THE AGES… and LIVE through it! Not everyone incarnated now will, obviously. 

The truth of the Golden Ticket doesn’t just win one person an endless supply of sugar, sweets and chocolate… but it’s for EVERYONE incarnated and alive when the grids are reversed, flipped and then pulse the correct frequency! 

All the bodhisattvas are incarnated for this one moment and they so deserve this. Call it a pole shift. Call it ET assistance. Call it The Event. Call it the Procession of the Equinoxes. Call it Divine Intervention… matters not at this point because… it’s NIGH and it’s inevitable! Nothing can stop it now… 

Just remember to play well in the Grand Sandbox together, stop the name-calling and self righteousness, thinking your way is the only way. EVERYONE ON THIS PLANET has been lied to and your religion is no exception. So it would greatly benefit you to start with the fact that you’ve been deceived too!  

If Jesus the son of God, achieved the Christ body (Christ IS light) or Ascension/Rainbow body, and preached to us that we ‘are all sons and daughters of God’ and we could do what he did ‘and even greater miracles in those days’ (oops, they forgot to edit that from the current Bible… yea, so there’s that…);  then ask yourself, (not someone else) sincerely ask yourself, (and they don’t want you to do this, so then you absolutely MUST) What would Jesus do right now?  I can tell you from my experience, he would meditate quietly away from the chaos and focus on his connection to God through his heart center. It’s really about the energetics here, the realms and worlds you can’t see with your physical eyes… but you will. 

Perhaps consider the second coming of Christ is the Christ in you and me - When you know, you know. We are Christ. We are the Earth Grids. We are Love. We are Light. We are One and we are vindicated in Truth. 

It’s our time now and we’ve waited long enough! The daughters of the Sun have been healed and are rising now. I sincerely hope you find your truth because these are the most challenging times for so many. 

You will very soon be measuring these times as BEFORE and AFTER… for no-thing and no-being will ever be the same once the shift happens. Focus on the energy of the higher frequencies and heaven on earth already within you. The secret door IS within your heart. 

Keep your focus on your inner self and just go through the motions that you must on the outside; while you quietly increase your divine frequencies on the inside. Purge what you need now, purify yourselves and withdraw your energy from toxic situations and people, and humble yourselves for your greatest and most accelerated growth ever possible. 

Stay centered and meditate twice as much as you pray. Remember, prayer is talking to God and meditation is listening - you’ve got one mouth and two ears. Use your tools well and please, pretty please with a cherry on top… please stop the name calling. It’s beneath you now. 

May Christ return to Earth now! May Peace prevail on our planet now! 

May all beings live in Peace and the Light of our One True Divine Source of ALL! 

I love you all!  I AM Lynda Light