Friday, March 16, 2018

Make Your SELF Happy

Completing Yourself

Over the last month or so, I've heard from a number of people who are struggling with relationships. Why struggle? If it isn't working out, then why stay? Why do we try to force a relationship if it is bringing us so much pain? If there is a lesson to learn, why can't the other person see how much pain they cause?

We all know relationships are sticky business when it comes to fighting, pain and residual battle scars. It also seems simple to just say, 'walk away'. Most of us know it's not that simple to just walk away from certain relationships, especially ones that we have built our lives around or with the expectation of doing so. 

I will tell you right up front in full disclosure and full honesty, that I do not consider myself a romantic relationship advice-giver; nor do I see myself as an expert. With that being said, I can tell you without a doubt, what has most definitely not worked in my life and from my spiritual perspective, why this was the case.  

If you see male and female as strictly opposites and gender based only, there in lies the problem. 

Most people understand the concept of opposing but complimentary forces such as yin and yang, um and yang, night and light and so on. When one is learning about such concepts, it is typical to also see male and female lumped in to the equation. This could be confusing serving to only reinforce constructs that enforce separation with inequality at the root.

However if you are speaking as male and female energies that are opposing but complimentary and with the eventual merge concept, then there is no problem and you must grasp this concept well. 

I challenge you to see further. I challenge you to see beyond the typical descriptions of what you've been conditioned to perceive in a limited way only. I challenge you to see the male and female both, within yourself; for you truly have both energies as part of your signature. 

Think of your energetic signature as your unique blueprint. An energetic signature is to your spirit, as a thumbprint is to your physical body. Your energy is Universal Life Force which is androgynous as your rate of vibration increases - as your density lightens

The beautiful part is that higher frequency energetic signatures are made up of both divine male and divine female whole and complete packages. The wholeness for which we've longed for in our relationships and the completeness for which we have been searching for our entire lives has been tucked away safely in our hearts all along. 

We are searching for ourselves.

We are on this journey to find ourselves and we never had to look any farther than our own hearts. If we keep looking for someone else to complete us - or make us happy - and we keep looking on the outside for someone or something else to fill our void, then we can never truly find the happiness for which we are seeking.   

Our longing comes from an innate desire to finish our own personal completeness. When we unite the inner male and the inner female we become complete. We feel whole and our cup is then full. We don't need to take it or steal it from others by trying to fix them (because we know better) or trying to tell them what they should or shouldn't be doing (because we know better). 

We know within our hearts that we have to do our own inner work to complete ourselves and this requires us to actually do the work, ourselves. There is no other way. You cannot pay someone else to do it for you and you cannot pay someone else to tell you what to do or magically remove and heal all your stuff. 

Only YOU can do this work for yourself!

You can pay someone to remove blocks, read from your records, heal something, attune something, tell you about your past lives or even connect with your deceased loved ones. They will probably have some good and generally loving messages for you too. There are many skilled ones here helping others. But times are changing. People are waking up to the fact that everyone has gifts and abilities. There is no exclusion to your birthrights. If you do the work you will reconnect to your Source. 

When you start to trust your own inner power your internal guidance gets stronger - like a muscle - and with some discipline and practice - you will be able to start navigating with your spirit in charge again. Your memory will come back online as you begin to trust the male and the female within YOU! Both have an equal half to your Divine wholeness. Your true Divine Twin is actually you!  

If you are holding your light strong people come to your field and healing will occur naturally. I'm definitely not saying that you should or shouldn't go to see someone and pay them for their expertise. On the contrary. We need to discern the difference between when to ask for help and when we are just being lazy with entitlement drama.  

There are people who can help get stagnant energy moving so you can remove issues for good. But when someone does energy work for you of any kind and gets it moving, unless you do the inner work and stop allowing old records to keep playing on broken mode, the issues will not completely resolve and will repeat until you fix yourselves. Remember that lessons are repeated until they are learned and denial is a very long river. 

I know this sounds harsh for the newly awakened ones. I promise you this is not as it seems. When you make a decision to take full responsibility for everything in your life, things start changing and your understanding grows to catch up to your wisdom. You cannot have access to wisdom you do not understand. 

You must first decide with your intention to change and grow and then what happens is absolutely change and you grow and you understand the wisdom that your heart is guarding very carefully, until you are ready. 

Your mission right now is to complete yourself

Spiritually complete energetic signatures - with male and female combined - are able to bring transformed human consciousness into multidimensional planes of existence. The realms for which we traverse during dream time (only to forget our nightly travels) will become the reality for which you soon discover is the true baseline of your existence. 

You remember to live every moment finding joy in anything and everything. When there seems to be no joy around you, it is then that you remain neutral and do not get sucked into the drama all around. You plant your seeds of light by just shining it. You do not hide. You share what you have because your cup is full, not because you are told that makes you a good person. You choose interaction or no- action, versus reaction. 

You become the living example for everyone around you and all those who come into your field just because this is your Universe. Everyone has the ability to create and live in their very own Universe centered and grounded within their human hearts. 

As you ascend, find the joy in as many moments as you choose to let your heart smile. When your heart smiles, the light is recognized by all other lights, just as your darkness is also recognized. Choose to take your personal responsibility, stop blaming and complaining and do the inner work. You are ascending! 

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

Revelations From 24-Year-Old Cassette Tapes

Treasures From the Past

I recently rearranged my furniture, as I often do when I feel certain shifts and the energy needs to reflect the upgrades. This most recent act of 'feng shui'ing' or better stated, 'going with the flow' and clearing, revealed a small file cabinet that I've avoided going through.  

When I moved back in May 2017, it seemed easier to just place some pretty material over the black piece and use it as a corner table - since I thought it only contained old paperwork and other items I needed to purge during a future rainy or snowy day. Well, yesterday was neither...

I felt a strong urge to get to it and I listened.  

My blog would have to wait. YouTube would have to wait. Netflix would have to wait. I began going through the files one by one and was surprised that it wasn't that long ago, I had indeed purged the paperwork and what remained was not as old or as cluttered as I thought. 

Obviously, it didn't take nearly as long as I expected and so, I decided to clean out the two top drawers as well. I found an old hand-held tape recorder and about a half dozen micro cassette tapes. Immediately, I tried to play them and with only two new double A batteries and a few bangs of my hand, it worked! 

Divine Timing is Always on Time! 

Much to my delight, I was listening to my younger, 22, 23 and 24 year old self - over those 6 cassettes.  I also noticed as the listener and the observer, my current operating system was coming from the roots of my 5D system. 

There was absolutely no self-judgments - only reflections, love and gratitude for all the  experiences, especially ones with struggles and pain. Particularly, the deep-rooted pain of not belonging here that I could feel to my core back then. An attempt to take my own life resulted from the complete and utter isolation I felt of being so misunderstood, from which I now understand, many can relate.  

Although I remembered exactly how emotionally painful life can be - triggered by my own words - last night I only felt a deep love and appreciation for myself and my chosen path. 

It has all served me well and my perspective was refreshed with waves of joy and gratitude. I suppose One could say the emotional pain has finally been healed.  

My first husband and I purchased that hand-held recorder when I finally got diagnosed with third-stage Lymes disease. I was getting instructions from a nurse about self-administering the IV medications I would be taking for some months, and my husband wanted to make sure to get it recorded. 

I could hear how young I sounded, I remembered how scared I was. I also remembered how horrible I felt battling these physical symptoms with no diagnoses for several years with  barely any support from the medical community, until I got diagnosed. 

Lymes disease just started hitting mainstream in the early nineties and I apparently, had one of the more chronic and long-term cases since it went so long without being diagnosed. Maybe I'll share the details of that entire experience another time, if it will help anyone. Otherwise, its good to just shed and transform that entire experience. 

On these cassette tapes, I also listened to myself going through my first divorce and the beginning stages of self empowerment. I had a therapist named Kate F. who helped me so much. She helped me learn self respect and set healthy boundaries. She taught me it was ok to say 'no' to other people. That was a very big lesson for me while going through a messy divorce with children. 

Out of My Own Lips

It is no surprise that Divine timing is always on time... and I'm finding joy in being pleasantly surprised when I see it unfolding in very special ways, such as these tapes. 

I heard myself talking to this little recorder, as if I was speaking to a future self I did not yet know. I was saying things that I needed to do, or work on, or do more of... as if I was checking in with myself - even though I did not know this is what I was doing or that one day I would listen to myself with such joy and happiness for all that has come to pass. 

I was saying that I needed to stop caring so much about what other people think about me. 

I heard myself saying that I was proud of myself when I set a boundary and didn't bend. I was enjoying the process of blooming after I realized I was indeed, much stronger than I had been told, by forces of people that (no longer) could control me. 

I was allowing myself the gift of self-respect and the birth of my own self-empowerment.  

That was 24 years ago when I was 24 years old. How is that for Divine Timing? 

24 years ago, I started a journey to conscious self respect and self empowerment. I didn't always get it right and often had to repeat lessons until they were learned. However, I am so thankful for the experiences. 

How else could I ever teach empowerment until I had truly learned it for myself? It has taken me 24 years to mature in that empowerment after 24 years of listening to a broken record inside my head while struggling to following my heart through all the conditioning and expected rules of social norms imposed on most people.  

I still chose them. I believe I chose them in order to break free from them. 

Balancing karma and balancing yourself is a journey, as is healing ancestral karma. If you could go back in time and talk to your younger self, what would you say? Do you keep journals? Did you record yourself? What if you could go forward to speak to your future self? Would you want to tell them anything? Maybe write yourself a letter, seal it and tuck it away.

If someone had told me when I was 24 that I could and would be speaking to my 48 year old self when I made those recordings, I would not have believed them. However, this is exactly what happened last night and it wasn't any kind of supernatural event. 

It was from a micro cassette recorder long since forgotten. I heard my 24 year old self speak to me on a multitude of levels and our heart was at the center of it all. How beautiful is that?

Last night, my younger self spoke very clearly to me! She told me she was ready for the journey. She may not have known what was ahead but she was willing to get back up, dust herself off and keep going. She had courage even through her fear of the unknown, and she was willing to keep following her heart - as she so often did for her first 24 years.  

I could not have felt more love for her, as I did last night. The circle of life felt complete, at least with these particular experiences.

It was like closing a book, not just turning to a new chapter. 

The Ascension is amazing when you allow the nuances to delight you and bring joy. 
Find joy in the smallest encounters and you will find yourself laughing out loud with happiness and truly feeling a sense of readiness for whatever comes next. You are ready. Stay open to the messages all around you and follow the flow.One step at a time. 

Life is indeed good! 

Thank you for reading and allowing me to share my joy with you. Be well everyone! Love and Light Always, Lynda