Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Reflection on the Birth of the TEACH PEACE Message


Treat me like a half-person and we'll see how that goes...

Back in the fall of 2003, I was getting tired of being treated like half a person, literally! This is how it all got started. Dealing with an A-type personality was not one of my stronger abilities, as I hadn't learned the fine art of saying NO and enforcing personal boundaries, yet.

I was creating (and maintaining) logos, custom merch designs and a website for a band back when 'drag and drop' was not yet a thing. I taught myself HTML coding and put it to good, creative use. However, I was still in a place where I was unable to stop people from taking advantage of me. I allowed disrespect and an overall mistreatment to continuously go on in my life.

I had no idea how to get off the wheel of this suffering. It seemed like I would endlessly attract people into my life that treated me the same way. I was unable to say it's NOT OK, and that should have signaled there was much more mistreatment to come.

I wasn't ready to accept my own worth completely.

However, looking back I realize now that I needed to experience all of it in order to shock me into action. I needed to be in pain from the way I was treated in order for me to overcome that pain, create something wonderful and discover my worth is more than anybody can ever tell me - and I will never let anyone ever tell me what they think my worth is again. 

I needed to learn how to forgive myself properly for allowing anyone else to treat me in those ways.


A little RESPECT, if you don't mind!

Clearly, one can put up with mistreatment (in ANY form) for only so long. In fact, my entire life seems like I've been heading in this direction anyway. You would have thought after two divorces that I would have learned not to accept anything less than being treated fairly and with respect - but I hadn't learn that, yet.

One of my favorite sayings is: lessons are repeated until learned. Well I was stuck on a what seemed like a broken record. I knew which direction I was growing but didn't know how to get out of the mess I always seemed to attract.

Who would have thought that those experiences would have shaped me for today? Looking back is always a 20/20 view. Perhaps it's not 20/20 vision for me looking back, but it's appreciation for agreeing to go through this experience in the first place and more importantly, waking up and integrating the lessons after they have been learned.


Take FULL responsibility for everything in your life

I agreed to experience all if it in order to become who I am now... and I love who I am! I'm here to share my experiences of learning the hard way; and how it does get easier when you shine the light IN on yourself - instead of always looking on the outside for all the reasons why something happened to you.

You need those experiences to grow - every single person here on this planet. I will write another article about all that so as to not digress from the story of how TEACH PEACE came to be...


Learning unconditional forgiveness for mySELF


I did forgive myself and made the decision that this experience would just have to be my launch pad. How would this look? I had no clue but I had to create something of my own; something nobody could ever take away from me (unless I chose to give it away)... something I knew would be my way of living authentically and honoring my mission here on earth, on Gaia.


Teach Peace Gets Life

I opened my own custom printing Cafepress store and called it CyberPeaceStore on March 27, 004. I featured products with 'Teach Peace' and 'Support World Peace' as my main message. I also created the original, blue Support World Peace ribbon. You can still view my original store HERE

The mass consciousness was mostly supporting troops (and the war) at that time and I needed to complete disengage. I had gone on a peace march down in DC after the 911 events and in direct opposition to the battle cry of "they're hiding weapons of mass destruction".  I never bought into all that and felt the misdirection should be more obvious to most people. Sadly, it was not.

Sadly, people were in need to react from fear and experience more war - however there was a growing number of people who simply did not believe the packaged story bought and sold to the public masses. This was to be my audience.

This was my purpose, part of my mission!

Items from my store sold in every state and even Hollywood scooped up one of my Teach Peace bumper stickers for a movie called Tenure. I signed release forms and everything! Here's a picture and a link to the same bumper sticker in the movie (our best selling one).

The statements I would make on March 27, 2004 when I first opened my Cyber Peace Store was in direct opposition to the message under the yellow 'Support our Troops' ribbons that were in mass production and seen everywhere.

Yellow ribbons became synonymous with supporting our President and supporting the war HE wanted and the propaganda machine was in full swing. I wasn't against 'supporting our troops' but rather, the message under it. I absolutely did NOT support George W Busch and his agenda (and that of his father). "Either you're with us or against us!" 

I decided to take a stand (against them) and that's why I created the original blue, Support World Peace ribbons and the Teach Peace message that went along with it.



Healing Through Inspiration

I became obsessed for a little while so I could get everything up and running and I poured my anger of the previous mistreatment from the band and what I perceived as total lack of respect and support, into this new project transmuting the negative energy into something positive.

Forgiveness is sometimes a very long process when it goes deep. I slowly healed and I eventually realized how all those experiences helped shape who I am now. These experiences had cut me very deep.

Earlier I said  that I am truly grateful for these experiences of mistreatment and this is because it has enabled me to, not only become the person I am now, but it has also served as a 'timeline trigger' (or an alarm) to wake up more and set my course straight for fair and just treatment for all humans regardless of their gender, race or any other definition/label that seems to separate individuals.

What Goes Around, Comes Around

What is done to me, is done to everyone. What I do to you, I do to everyone. I choose to forgive and empower myself and you!

We are truly empowered when we are united and these experience have brought to light the darkness that I still had to clean out within myself. Whether or not I am here to clean out my own dark, or to be the vessel to transmute darkness into light from others as well, matters not - because the circle goes around fueled on the power of peace, love and light - and we ALL embody all of that.

Many years ago, Teach Peace was born from an overload of pain, as a need for forgiveness and as an idea for a new campaign in the form of a message to spread everywhere and FOR everyone... looks like that message got out and continues to build momentum. And so it is <3

Here's the link to the original store CLICK HERE

Monday, October 23, 2017

The M-Word

How many times have you either heard or felt like meditation was your next step?

Perhaps you already have a practice and are not as regular as you think you ought to be, or perhaps you have a regular everyday practice and find complete joy in every new understanding that awaits your open heart with a blissful inner knowing of right flow.

In any case, meditation during ascension is the most proficient way to handle all these energies pouring in, assimilate them, infuse and integrate them... and then allow that to be your key towards opening the new earth dimension right here on earth, in your physical bodies.

If you haven't given much thought to meditation, perhaps now would be a good time. You know where to go and how to get started, but you may have put it off for whatever reason.

Consider this: there's a force of light that you're trying to integrate into your physical bodies pouring in from the Galactic Center of our Universe. These photon energies are very powerful, intelligent and oscillate to the frequency of unconditional love.

LOVE ENERGY

Love is an energy force, not to be confused with that emotional feeling or when lust clouds your every thought, no... I'm talking about the pure, intelligent force that is the foundation of all creation. Yes, that is love.

You may already understand love is the mother of all powers of all existence, but did you also know that you can tune in to that frequency during regular meditation? Yes, it's also true that a practice of being mindful can help you get control over your emotions and knee-jerk reactions - and yes, you can learn how to respond, not react, since responding is a choice.

Sometimes not responding is still your response... that's another explanation for another article perhaps.

If you allow unconditional love into your life, everything flows much easier. If you choose to allow a few minutes to have a date with yourself, then you are in fact saying "I AM WORTHY to receive..." and if you consider yourself worthy, then why wouldn't you gift yourself a few moments every morning (at the very least...) to say hello to your true self, your Higher Self, your Christ self, your Christed self, your true nature, your Spirit?

I don't care what labels you put on your highest self, that doesn't matter. You should not feel separate from that part of your SELF. The same part you don't see directly in front of your physical eyes - you know what I'm talking about - and if you don't, then try meditation!

You seem to already know that living isn't just surviving. Going to work so you can pay your bills, so you can have a little time, then watch TV then go to bed so you can wake up and do it all over again...is NOT LIVING! Surviving is NOT why you came to this planet. Do you want to wake up? Do you want to remember why you're here? Do you want to live a truly enriching life? Do you want to help others?

Overflowing Tea Cups

If you want to help others, I will remind you that you first must help yourself. You can try to pour from your tea cup but if you meditate enough, you begin to remember it's better for everyone involved if you pour from your saucer only AFTER your tea cup has overflowed. Makes sense, right?

If none of this makes sense, then I suggest you meditate more. If it does make sense, then I suggest you meditate more. The more people who shine the light back on and within themselves, the quicker we can get out of the prison of just surviving.

Take 100% responsibility for all your thoughts, actions and energy - call all your energy back to yourself with love and compassion for those who (probably unknowingly) stole it, or those with whom you gave it to, not realizing you weren't truly helping them, until everyone learns to help themselves and take full responsibility for their own personal lives first.

Tend to your own garden and watch it grow like you've never imagined before

Call ALL of your energy back with unconditional love and feel yourself begin to heal. Feel yourself want to know more... feel yourself start to truly know without any doubts that you ARE worthy of unconditional love and start showing that love to yourself!

Then, proclaim that you are releasing every one's energy attached to you (in whatever form) positive and negative - all of it - send it back to it's rightful being. Send it back with unconditional love and gratitude and thank the energy for being there with you for whatever time period it has... and send it with the biggest blessing you can intend in your own heart!

Imagine everyone all over the planet releasing everyone else of their holds on each other: their judgments, their blame, their hurts, their obsessions, their unforgivenesses, and all that negative energy being released from one another as a united decision to live as sovereign beings in the world - and it can all be transmuted in an instant - but it all starts with you and me - making our own decision to take care of our own self, thoughts, actions, words, deeds - first.

Picture courtesy of Better Homes and Gardens 

Friday, October 20, 2017

What Do You Believe?

What Should You Believe...? 

Should you have strong beliefs? Should your beliefs be borrowed from someone else? Should you believe everything you hear on the mainstream media? Should you believe everything you read online? Should you believe Google? Should you be basing your beliefs on what you learned as a child? 

Should your beliefs be based on an interpretation from only one book? Should your beliefs be based on only the information that you've been told from other people? Should your beliefs be based on what your friends and family have told you? Should your beliefs be rigid? Should your beliefs be set in stone? Should your beliefs be so solid that you immediately doubt new information? Should your beliefs be what your were conditioned to believe? If you don't understand something, should you immediately doubt it?

Well then, that's a LOT of "shoulds" isn't it? As one of my favorite Professors used to say, 'Stop 'should'ing' all over yourself" - I borrowed that saying from him and use it frequently nowadays.

I'll tell you what I'm not going to do... I'm not going to tell you what you 'should be' or 'should not be' doing. What I will tell you is this: when your beliefs are based on information that was conditioned and projected onto you as a child and all throughout your life, you may want to take a step back and suspend all beliefs as-well-as doubts when new information is presented. 


Personal Experience is the Most Reliable 

It just may very well be the case that perhaps any belief is best when understood from personal experience - not someone else's experience, but your own!

Perhaps it would be best to allow for some narrow wiggle room so that the light of truth may in fact, shine in and light up your world with inner truth so that you too may feel the peace of understanding the personal experience that provides your basis for forming any future belief systems. 

Perhaps there is a slight difference between a belief system and the actual experience of truth. Perhaps it's possible this has been kept you, from you. It is a possibility and I won't tell you anything about that... or what you should or shouldn't 'do'... because finding your truth is your mission, and it's a part of your reason for being  here reading these words now, regardless of the date.

You found this and are reading it exactly when you are supposed to. You have an understanding about enough truths that brought you to this point - and may you continue on your path with a fervent need that drives you as the main importance in your life now. There really is no-thing more important than this.


Your Heart is Guiding you Home

Miracles are and will continue to grow in experiences until everyone has been touched by them. Your personal experience allows for you to make that leap of faith in trust that your heart is guiding you home. 

Every experience you have had so far has been orchestrated by you at some level, believe it or not - matters not. We are all One and that is a truth whether or not you were ever taught this or are willing to believe it. Let your heart tell you if this rings back to you in a way that resonates as a truth (for you to confirm with your own personal experience).

You will physically feel the oscillations in your human chest. Pay attention to the physical sensation all over your body. Surprise, the 'chills' are not simply the chills, but you're in a biofeedback mechanism designed so that your body can tell you what you need to know. 

Start listening to your body

Allow yourself to feel that you are not this suit, machine, body that you wear...you are NOT your body! When this truth becomes an experience for you, personally, you will start to perceive all the physical sensations that guide you on your mission. 

Take the pre-mission instructions and find it out for your self. Find your truth and let your body be your feedback.

Meditation is a great way for you to get in touch with your body and its signals - so is Yoga, but I personally, need work on that one. I prefer meditation and have dubbed this as a date with myself. 

This is the most empowering way for me to get in touch and stay connected with my higher self and a multitude of dimensions beyond this dream in 3D reality. The path continues...







Thursday, October 19, 2017

The Rose by Amanda McBroom

The Story of The Rose by Amanda McBroom

All credit is given to Amanda McBroom who wrote the incredible song, The Rose - it's a renewed inspiration that lead to this post. 

How did The Rose come to be? Amanda explains it was like someone had 'opened a window on the top of her head' and these 'words came pouring in...'

This song has always been important to me and many others, I'm sure! The words always made sense and resonated deep in my heart. Who would have realized in the 70's that she was writing a song which would be so perfectly inspiring and useful for this time period now. 
Here is a link to her page: How The Rose came to be...

And here are the famous lyrics to be read with spiritual understandings for all those who are just starting to wake up from their slumber.

*Remember these words came 'pouring in the top of' her head...


The Rose 

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you, it's only seed

It's the heart that fears breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream, afraid of waking
That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul, afraid of dying
That never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed
That with the sun's love, in the spring
Becomes the rose

Dreamers Unite!

Keeping a Journal

I've been keeping a dream journal since I was about 20, give or take a year. I have many journals and have had awesome experiences in my dreams that could never have all been lived out in this one single lifetime that I call 'Lynda'. For that I am grateful. My dream life is enriching and empowering but that was't always the case. Keeping a journal helps me keep track of other realities and my own personal growth.

After years and years of dreaming multiple dreams in one night, exploring, journeying, and sometimes recalling living through multiple days and even weeks in a single night of 'Lynda reality' dreams, one can imagine how many experiences in many various and magical places this could lead to - and how confusing it can be, which is why a lot of people simply dismiss dreams.

There are those who believe dreams are nothing but mish-mash or your brain firing off what it's seen throughout the day, or what's on your mind if you're worried about something; perhaps some of that could be slightly true and I'm not here to convince anyone of my truth. If it resonates with you, then great! If not, great! I am only here to share what I've lived through so far, and the direction it's going... because it's pretty exciting!

Could This Reality Actually be The Dream?

Most recently, I've been having a pure experience of knowing THIS reality is a dream. I remember things from this current dimensional experience and life (Lynda reality), and while I'm dreaming now, I recall in those realities that it's 'only a dream' here. 

When I awake in this Lynda body suit every morning, I see that the world we now perceive as 'only a dream' is actually far more real than this one. I've had visits from loved ones who has left their physical vessels and other dreams which have all pointed to this truth, for me. How exciting!

Lucid Dreaming

The ability to 'wake up' or become aware that you are dreaming whilst still in the actual dream state is known as lucid dreaming. The first time it happens for most people, you tend to wake up rather fast because of the pure excitement and electrical awareness. Its both joyful and very interesting to re-discover that you do in fact, have a very real body that would challenge the belief systems imposed upon you since you incarnated into a body.

I consider it a type of consciousness blend and you as the dreamer, then seem to jump into the body of your own self, experiencing another aspect of you that exists in a circular time space. The same rules of 'science 'absolutely do not apply, including gravity! More on all this in another article.

We think the experience of lucid dreaming is a goal and perhaps it is for those who have yet to start remembering their nightly travels; however, waking up in the perceived dream to realize these human bodies are perceiving the dream as reality because of a little thing called "linear (versus circular) time" is quite comical, at least, while you are in circular time or the so-called dream reality.

Remembering is Part of the Game

It was slightly confusing at first but I find it all rather funny now because we take things so seriously. Is pain and suffering funny? That would be a big no! But when you see we're here to play a role much like an actress or actor in a play, you start to change your perspective about peoples reactions instead of constantly wondering why everything! The emotional attachment of yourself can start to become humorous especially when you view yourself in action.

Knowing the truth is a calm feeling that enables you to not get caught up in the drama and emotions of it all. Yes, we feel emotions but to use those emotions for directing loving thoughts that are healing and creative is what we're remembering to do - but all the way down in density in the human form.

When the game dings done and the lights flash and the veils finally lift for everyone, what's behind the curtain will be the true multidimensional reality. The humor behind playing a trick on someone can be funny, when they actually realize it's a trick. Sometimes people get mad when a trick is played on them. That is true. How then, can anyone think this entire trick on humanity is funny?

Well, lets just start with not taking ourselves so seriously, at least to the point of making ourselves sick from the perceived stress and we can all grow from that point. This information may or may not resonate with you and that is fine. I am only here to allow the free-flow if information as I receive it from my higher self.

Dreaming and Healing

What I can also tell you is this: there have been so many countless times in my experiences that I felt abandoned, alone, defeated, rejected, betrayed...etc. YOU NAME IT! They are core wounds that most humans get to have at some point in their experiences as well. Those who claim they don't have any of those wounds are liars - perhaps only to themselves, but never-the-less, they are telling themselves a lie and denial is something that also must be healed at some point.

It's easier when any wound is self-identified for healing rather than it being pointed out by some major mistake you judge yourself as making and a forced mirror is shoved in your face.

So then we have the question: if this life is actually a dream, how and when can I wake up from it, and stay in my body? It's called ascension and when you allow a merging of experiences, you then allow the free flow of information from your higher self and you will feel the understanding with trust like you've never experienced it before in this body. Your life will be lifted to levels of understandings that you can't explain to others through mere words, although you may try.

New Ways of Getting Your Energy From Source Directly

When you see someone crying, you won't immediately 'feel their pain' unless you choose... you won't be in sympathy with them but you may choose to be empathetic and compassionate towards them - that is your choice - true free will.You may not want to spend any energy and yet, completely understand they are feeling the pain of wanting someone else to make it better for them.

I will also tell you the old ways of people getting energy from others will not work anymore - but to understand this is to use it's basic principle. If you are aware that these new levels of operating have just been installed, then when you hear someone saying 'something is missing' it's safe to assume they are not getting their energy from their normal sources - other people.

This all may sound a bit harsh for those who have yet to understand where their energy comes from and how they go about getting it. Up until this past week in October 2017,  those who are not actively practicing a spiritual path (not to be confused with religion) but a self-directed spiritual path, or are not directly connecting with Creator Source for their 'daily bread', those beings will still try to take it from others...and wow, have we learned all kinds of ways to take it from others. That in and of itself is another very long explanation.

Picture this...two humans walk up to each other and begin to talk. Now, lets pretend you can 'see' the energy exchange going on, if you're not already seeing energy. Perhaps you would imagine you would see a beautiful golden infinity going on between the two - and yes, this may be an ideal exchange of give and take.

But we have become such a 'power over others' society that programmed and learned behavior of 'getting all we can' has lead to that infinity circle now becoming more like a suction chord and tentacles that latches directly into each others chakras - which is when an offense and defense game ensues.

It's sad and gruesome truly, when a conversation with a friend or loved one becomes more like a power-up (or down) in some game instead of a healthy exchange of equal value.

Vertical Infinity versus Broken Horizontal Exchanges 

Now picture this: you discover your inner infinity symbol, because now you are aware of it, and you see it golden liquid light energy circling around and around. Now you see that infinity standing upright, no longer horizontal, but rather, vertical! It most definitely snaps into its new upright and proper position.

You also see how a pillar of light flows down from Source into the top of your head and all the way down through you to the enter of Earth, Mother Gaia. It's all one great big infinity symbol!
So now your energy is being drawn from source and grounded into Gaia, so you are aligned 'right' and now you no longer steal from other people.

You no longer need to take their energy and you will no longer have your energy taken either - unless you allow it.

How does all this information help you with waking up to the real world? Well, perhaps if you've never given such things your thoughts before and perhaps now you will, if this resonates.

Perhaps you've been on the path for a bit and needed that little extra push to ignite your passion for remembering deep soul truths again, if this resonates.

Perhaps you've been on the path a very long time and you feel tired, beat up, wishing this was all over or that you would just see some physical manifestation of what is all occurring.

Perhaps this article can and will give you some hope because if others haven't given up, then maybe you can dig deeper also.

It's not how many times you get knocked down but rather, how many times you get back up! 

It does become easier and the more light you consciously bring in to your human body, the more you can ground and the more you will have to distribute as you decide, as a human with free will.

Not everyone deserves your energy right now because they decide they want it. Everyone can decide to remember how to get their own abundance and unlimited supply, just like you! And they can choose at any time to increase their own light quotient and live in a world where nobody steals anything, especially energy, because that truly is ALL there is.

Peace  Always

Tuesday, October 17, 2017

Transmissions - Sunday, October 15, 2017

Road Trip to NYC

Today I was supposed to go to New York City to an event that promised to be really spiritually awesome. I was both a little scared and slightly worried about driving up there by myself and wasn't fully committed until (mostly) last night after speaking to my youngest son Steven, who gave the last push I needed to go - instead of visiting him again. He must have sensed how important this was for me to see these children saints, as they were being called, from India and receive all the blessings that would surely come.

They were to demonstrate their shatkis or the spiritual powers of an open third eye, fully open and activated. We were to sit in front of them one by one and they would read from the Akasha and do body scans, which would naturally allow for healing to occur within each of us.

Anyway, I haven't told anyone about this trip except for my oldest son James yesterday, after we had a brief conversation about life and death during which he revealed that he's been having some crazy dreams. And he reminded me that when he was younger, he could actually see with his eyes shut, but it scared him and he said he supposed he just wasn't ready for it at that time.

I arrived home exhausted yesterday and decided not to go see the family band but rather, I went to bed early so as to be ready for my trip today. I had a dream that I went to NYC to the event (fully documented in my dream journal) and realized the children who were supposed to be there, were not the same people who showed up. These people were frauds. I was very disappointed - a feeling not unfamiliar to me in my many, many years on the path. I wrote the dream down, not paying too much mind to it and prepared to get ready for my trip.

Higher Self Connection

As I sat on my porch sipping a cup of coffee and smoking a cigarette (full disclosure here) which would hopefully be my last day (again - but this time, hopefully the last time), I noticed my energy starting to expand. I sat up straighter and felt very peaceful. I had a deep sense I was connecting to my higher self more fully than I have yet, and I felt my heart chakra expanding with a cooler sensation around the rim of the center.

The inner information poured in and I knew I had a soul connection to Hiawatha. The birds, trees, wind and physical sensations all confirmed my inner knowing and the peace that I am here to continue to bring in - peace that I have long sought to plant in the minds and hearts of those who would be fertile soil with which to germinate for thousands of years.

Peace that would only come to all who have now returned at this time, when the Great Cosmos have opened the Gates to pour in the love/light energy which we are to ground in these human vessels now. It's beyond the Great Awakening - it's the resurrection of the ego with Spirit - the way it is...

Radio Silence

I knew trust was a major component and many have struggled seeing such peaceful ones destroyed in human form. Although never destroyed at their true Source; for which now is the time when all who are brave and incarnated will express their true nature in spirit for everyone to light their fires and shine bright, their own connection and source light within.

Nay-saying will quickly become a thing of the past and how-to, will become the norm. It's like all the things you've ever dreamed about as a child that are finally coming to this moment.

So, I left, ready for the event in NYC and stopped at Wawa to gas up and grab some necessities. When I got back in my car ready to go, I reached for my phone to turn on GPS but my phone was radio silent! It was completely shut down and unresponsive - as if it was out of charge.

I was on alert immediately - Does this mean I shouldn't go? I asked. Nothing. Does this mean I should wait a few minutes, like, to avoid some accident? I asked. Nothing. What does this mean - surely I couldn't navigate my way without GPS, I thought. Should I be visiting my son Steven instead? I asked. Nothing. Still, my phone wasn't responding.

Ok, maybe I missed something and my phone didn't charge last night, I thought. So I took out my charger and plugged it in. Nothing. Dammit! Ok, so I'll wait, remembering the heart (physically feeling the energy in a newly expanded way just this morning). I'm not upset, I'm not emotional, I'm just curious and not sure what to do here.

Maybe my heart had something to say since my phone was unresponsive to my many, many out loud questions while pleading for some sign of what I should be doing. My heart said wait. OK. Now I have something. I decided to open the sandwich I was planning to bring with me on the trip and proceeded to eat it slowly while settling into my calm center again. I was regaining my trust, balance and peace within while feasting on a mostly dry Reuben. It wasn't that bad though.

I thanked the spirits of all living things that gave their life so this sandwich could be made to feed me, remembering how Hiawatha spoke of these ways for giving thanks every time you ate something... and so I did. When I finished, I checked the phone again. Still nothing. The radio silence was deafening. Should I just go home and give up the event? Perhaps. If I did, I would probably just go and visit Steven.

Trust is Key

Something then came to mind, that perhaps the many times I checked GPS in planning the trip, including just this morning to determine how much money I would need for tolls, perhaps I could get their without a phone. HA, I would need a lot of trust for that! What if something went wrong? How would I call anyone? What could happen to me? All of these protests my ego presented to me seemed very reasonable - but something told me to take stock - so I did.

Newly inspected car, fully legal and new tire, check. Enough money, check. A very good general idea of where I was going (even though I didn't recall the road numbers, exactly), check. Could I pull it off just following my memory from maps and, trust? Good question. Ok, so what's the worst that could happen if I head up there? I have a good car, enough money and a decent idea where to go - so why not?

I'll tell you why not... because I was scared. I was very scared. I detest driving in the (any) city and gosh, I've never driven in NYC before... I was truly scared. Then I bargain: Ok, so I'll start driving towards 476 on Rt 3 and see how I feel as I get closer about going all the way. Hell, I drove across the country just last summer (practically), didn't I?

Buck up Lynda - we're going! And I left. I reminded myself multiple times I was safe, protected and felt like I passed some cosmic test when deciding to trust. I felt more and more confident and felt better already. I was going to do this. I was ok. Everything was ok and I needed to be there.

Show Me a Sign, Please

I'm now in Broomall nearing 476, maybe a few miles away and I decide to make one last statement to the Universe. Please show me a sign if I'm not supposed to go today but please make it really obvious like (I start to think about an accident between where I was and 476) No! No! Not that! Cancel that thought. Perhaps a sign that hits me right in the (I begin to think about a bird crashing into my windshield) omg...No! No! Definitely not that! Why on earth would that even come to mind?

How about something as a sign that's really really obvious and nothing had to get hurt or die but so I don't miss it please? Nothing happens and nothing is an obvious sign to stop me from getting on 476. I enter believing I was on the right path in full trust that I would make it to the event in NYC and back without a working phone. I was fully confident this was happening.

I get to the end of 476 and enter 276. I cruise almost all the way down and I'm starting to look for Jersey Turnpike signs. Next I would be looking for Lincoln Tunnel signs and then things would get really interesting. All the sudden, my low air tire light screams at me destroying any sense of safety I was fully immersing myself in. What? Why?

No, please no, not my tire. How would I call anyone? My phone still wasn't working. Omg, how could this happen? I just got a new tire less than 2 weeks ago and I was very familiar with the low air light signal. Please don't let this be happening, not here, not now...the protests continued. Please just keep me safe so I'm not just sitting on the side of the road without help.

I promised I would get off at the next exit if my higher self, guides, angels, light team and anyone helping would get me there safe. I suppose you could say I reached a panic level rather quickly. I probably called in the entire cosmos to help me at one point and suddenly, like a gentle quiet whisper I could feel, I suddenly remembered that I asked for an obvious sign.

Then I remembered how my low tire light came one night right after a left my daughters place in West Philadelphia and I made it all the way back to West Chester with the light on. Why was I so quick to panic? I did ask for that sign and here it was, right in my face. The Universe has quite a sense of humor.

So I don't have to get off at the next exit and find a gas station. I needed to get off at the next exit and turn around and head home. And that is exactly what I did. The thought occurred to me that it still could be any one of the other three tires, but instead, I chose to trust. I got what I asked for and I was not supposed to be in NYC - I got my answer in an obvious sign.

Internal Answers are Soft

On the way home, I was planning to go the the Wawa near me but remembered how the air machine was broken last time I tried to use it. Just then, a gas station I never use flashed across my inner screen, the Mobile near the Acme in Newtown Square. I stopped there and sure enough, they offered free air for their customers. I asked and a young man checked my tires for me. Not one tire was in need of air. I tipped the young man and he was very grateful.

No tire issue, but my low tire light was still on and my phone still not working. I arrive home and sat on my bed a little tired. I tried placing my phone on the home charger and still nothing. It was completely dead. Something was definitely up. I decide to check email real quick because I would need to let my loved ones know I was having issues with my phone and how to get in touch if they needed anything.

You Will Always be in the Right Place at the Right Time for your Downloads

Before I sent any emails, I noticed the Sunday Unity meditations starting at 2:11 EST. It was 2:12 and so I closed the iPad and took a few deep, cleansing breaths to recenter....then joined in the meditation. Actually, my higher self did and I was fortunate enough to observe. Certain flowers are given as a light package to all who need it. It almost feels like good karma coming to you or something.

After the meditation, I started writing and having visions and writing some more. I was sitting out on my porch and going back and forth between writing and receiving. Deals were being made and entire groups of souls were being righted. It felt like middle-level minions were given this last chance to conduct business right or be taken out. They were put on alert that no more is tolerated and once banned, they are gone for good. 25% of right daily or weekly flow to its rightful owners from all business dealings moving forward that have been robbed of their fair share previously is now underway.

There is a seal with sacred geometry that is a code. The inner diamond is: The Diamond Code, as above, so below. The inner circle is the Circle of Understanding. The pyramid is of Light Body Travel. The vertical infinity is the infinity of Right Flow. The horizontal infinity is the infinity of this vessel in physicality. The square is the square of Right Action. The next circle out, is the Unity of Law. The eight circles are of individuality and the outside circle is the Unity of One. There was some time doodling these to put them together as they came flowing in.

The Law of One has a circle of Truth that adheres to strict Principles and Higher Understandings (uniting One). It is a Force that is impenetrable at it's Source - and so Above, Now Below!
Seals are Brotherhood and Sisterhood that now unites us all! And so it is <3!

Upgrades, Healings and Purging

After transmissions, I lay down in bed, due to sudden exhaustion. I knew the physical body needed to 'catch up' so to speak. But this was very different. I was getting an upgrade in addition to a healing - and total body too! It was unnerving at first, even nauseating and I wasn't sure if I was going to throw up! As I settled into what was happening, I also calmed my systems by intending to sleep through it.

I had an enormous amount of physical sensations going on all together, and the visions occurred as I barely slept and went back and forth, in and out of waking consciousness. During one experience I recall, I met my twin flame and we both realized it at the same time. We had this instant telepathic connection that was beyond cool, as we both could hear each others next words to finish a sentence, and would say it for the other, taking turns to further confirm the connection for both of us. It seemed like we were taking turns driving a vehicle over and over through these fake doors.

Not sure if we got into an accident, but something happened and when we arrived somewhere else, they noticed I had a nose bleed. I felt the blood and immediately realized it wasn't your normal blood. It was a thick, straw-like dark colored chord that I pulled on, a lot, and it kept coming out. At one point I was holding a pinkish colored blob in my hand and asked if I was pulling out part of my brain. It was a little concerning at this point. They wanted to take me in for further testing or treatment or evaluations, upgrades, clearing, cleansing...whatever, not totally sure. 

I drifted back into my 3D body consciousness, and understood what was happening, and that I was assisting in the clearing of my own body, while my brain was getting a much needed clearing and upgrade. Some time later, I had a night mask over my eyes so as to keep everything darkened, and I felt the waves pulsing from deep in my brain, my pineal gland was coming back on line - or at least, it starting pulsing and these waves of dark purple tinged with light that was almost black were triggered and I could see it even though my eyes were completely blacked out.

I was fully conscious in my physical body. I think the entire process took between 5-6 hours. Not sure how long the upgrades took and how long I was just sleeping when it was over... I can't imagine if I was driving and this happened. I was barely able to move during this process. I woke up several times to go pee and one of those times I knew not to take off my night mask, so I found everything as if I was blind.

The Journey Continues to Awakening Everyone

That was an incredible experience and when I understood, it was much easier to handle. Not knowing is what made the initial part unsettling, unnerving and uncomfortable. Do I believe people would choose to go through this experience if they knew these things in advance? Yes, I most definitely do!

When people are ready for consciously chosen upgrades, they will do it. There are far more horrible purges people go through seeking spiritual enlightenment and this was a fantastic upgrade that required a little understanding for it to be acceptable.

When the understanding happened, feeling the body sensations of my throat, stomach, gall bladder, lungs, kidneys, shoulders, head, legs, heart, and more I'm sure, felt like different beings working on me at the same time but definitely felt the physical sensations that I will not soon forget.

I only hope to be able to get myself in a more steady online state and use this new machine to tap into the knowledge and memories that are escaping me at the moment, from various realities, incarnations and such. Additionally, I'm excited to see how this all comes together to co-create these miracles we're here to experience together. I am here, now.

Why is 'Time' So Confusing?





For a non-thinker/feeler, time is just a linear way to measure 'when' you are, simply put. However, time is not so simple. For those experiencing the ascension or evolving of their own selves or even just absorbing higher photon frequencies into their physical vessels, time has become much more then a simple measurement for the logical mind. In fact, it often hurts your mind to ponder what time truly is and how it actually only exists in a linear experience in the 3D reality.  

How can time not exist? I'ts been said that everything is happening at once (or in the 'now' moment), but we don't experience everything happening at the same time in the 3D matrix. We are experiencing time in a linear way, but in truth, time is circular and you are at the center. 

According to the so-called 'rules' of this game (aka life) yes... 3D is a reality - perhaps a false one but never-the-less we experience it and therefore, the one in which you were born into a human vessel. But it's still only one reality and one that could be called a dream, upon awakening to other realities. Have you had that experience yet? Being in a dream and knowing that this so-called reality is nothing but another dream. It's a great way to actually experience that truth about multiple realities and dimensions. 

A lot of beings experiencing 3D reality would also refer to THIS existence as hell, a true hell...well, minus the fire and the burning for eternity and all that stuff, but rather, one that conditions and encourages you to believe you are not a prisoner; and uses higher forces and technology to trick all your unconnected senses into believing this is all there is - if you don't see/hear/smell/taste/touch it, why believe it? 

A perpetuated lie that's spiraled out of control - our own consciousness has been used as the major weapon against ourselves and tricked us into co-creating this matrix of false sensory perceptions - and like all lies, eventually, the TRUTH MUST COME OUT! 

CHEERS for feeling (not thinking) that's VERY soon... Cheers to those brave enough to keep speaking their truth. We are many now, we have the power and we have already won the game. 

Time to wake up everyone else and keep moving forward. There's an old saying that if you're in hell and you want to get out, then keep going! "TIME" has changed and we are in the light. We are feeling the true power of love as an energy force and we are re-membering who we are! No-thing can stop us now.